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Fucked Up Little Girl by tranquil-sky, literature

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Fucked Up Little Girl

You said everything would be fine and everything would be alright But when I looked at you I saw uncertainty in your eyes Now...Days and months have past and I know everything that was said was a lie It seems that I have turned bitter and my heart has shed its last tear Nothings fine Especially Me My mind is moving in every direction and where it stops know one knows Not even myself Some people would call me crazy, but I like to refer to myself as... The fucked up little girl I feel bound to my past like a child to its mother And I have been raped by the words that took advantage of me for so long But now... I am a princess sitti

Forgive Yourself by tranquil-sky, literature

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Forgive Yourself

The bitterness amplifies Again And again The grudge that you hold towards me has only grown stronger Forever And always Forgiveness is something you do not know Deplorable And unpardonable A chip is on your shoulder and only gets deeper as days go by More pain Is engulfed Within I want to purify the dark shadows that follow you Taint me No longer Your words choke me with antipathy Suffocating Overpowering Take my hand and do not look back Walking away From your past Trust me that I will do

Destined for Destruction by tranquil-sky, literature

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Destined for Destruction

My past blinds me as I think about providence of the future Unable to determine my own fate and incapable of stopping destiny I am laying down my arms and opening myself up to humanity My innocence is gone and I have been corrupted by the insidious nature of mankind All I wanted to live for is now gone and my dreams have been shattered Continuous thoughts of aggravation run through my mind For I realize that the past is something that cannot by changed And the future is something to be undecided and waited upon The present: it's what is now and that is all that can be salvaged But taking hold of the appropriate moment to save oursel

No Fate But Failure by tranquil-sky, literature

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No Fate But Failure

Searching for the peace and tranquility that I used to have For it has left and is hiding in the dark mist of my past I have spent months trying to bring light to my internal darkness But no luck has been given nor granted Broken promises and vacant dreams leave me where I am today With no hope to lead me on And no self-assurance to make me believe everything will be okay Not even a fake smile to possess these apathetic lips So I walk alone on this bleak and dreary road With no vision in sight of where I am going My head held low and my feet grazing the dark asphalt I accept the fate that destiny has granted me

The Liberator by tranquil-sky, literature

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The Liberator

Dirt covered and grungy In his cut off pants and ripped t-shirt With a bandana around his forehead To keep the sweat from dripping into his eyes He was seen as a savior sent from God To help rekindle the villages of yesteryear Or of villages that never were Redeveloping shelters and teaching the young His specialty, at which he never failed Christmas day we all wondered if he would grace us with his presence To tell of the stories in which he had freely experienced Every time at the sound of a door opening We would all look to see who had arrived The sweet sound of a doorbell chime was what was keeping us all on edge Each year

Unattached by tranquil-sky, literature

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Unattached

Time has passed and my wounds have healed My heart is beginning to mend and my life is starting over I have a new light coming down from me And I am no longer afraid to let myself feel I regret nothing from the past If anything I am thankful for every last moment It has made me stronger And I have become a better person because of it (Chorus) I want to live I want to feel I want to be the person I know I can be I want to be …Unattached No wounds that need healing No shadows that need lighting No veil to be uncovered I want to be myself Finally the future is something I am looking forward to Instead of lingering in the shado

Battle Surrendered by tranquil-sky, literature

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Battle Surrendered

I have lost the battle My white flag has been thrown up And I have surrendered Bullets of lies and deceit punctured my heart Along with the pressure of decisions, causing it to collapse I'd try and find shelter from this misery that has so unjust fully been brought my way But desolation would always find me in my hut of redemption Knocking down my doors and pushing me beyond my limits And taunting me enough to make me be on the verge of sanity and idiocy There was always a dark shadow hovering my every move Making sure the choices I made were moral and acceptable Words that were said stabbed at my insides like razor sharp dagger

Rude Awakening by tranquil-sky, literature

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Rude Awakening

I gaze into your beautiful blue eyes While doing so, I doze off into a tranquil slumber Suddenly I am walking on the clouds and catching shooting stars in my right hand My left is being occupied petting a blinding white unicorn I let the star go, but not before making a wish Grabbing a piece of the fragile cloud, I bring it to my mouth Sweet and sticky; just like cotton candy Walking further I see a shadow that I want to investigate ... and then I start to fall Falling straight down No longer feeling blissful and content, but now terrified and worried Hitting the hard ground, I am surprised by the intensity of the heat of the asp

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Shard of Glass by tranquil-sky, literature

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Shard of Glass

A girl sits in the corner and cries softly into her hands Blocking herself from the world and everyone part of it Knowing that no one cares and not one person understands Making this young girl cold, and her heart a bottomless pit She blocks off the memories that she once held dear Not letting herself be subjected to this pain any longer Confusion and frustration cause more tears Thinking that blocking out all emotions can only make her stronger She goes to dry her tears and looks at herself in the mirror Taking her fist, she rams it into her once existent reflection As the blood drains for her knuckles, so do all emotions, all exce

Conscience Unexposed by tranquil-sky, literature

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Conscience Unexposed

Sleek, black clouds of nothing but monotony cross the horizon of my mindless thoughts My conscience leaks judgments, beliefs, and feelings but evaporate once exposed How is one to live with the deliberation of "All thought no action" Who is one to decide whether it is morally right or what is morally acceptable When it comes down to it, we, as one being, are the only ones to determine what is adequate It is up to you decide if you are going to take that monotonous thought and turn it into a vibrant and pulsating action We have all the aptitude to change what we want and to make the beginning to something innovative … Let us start no

Situations by tranquil-sky, literature

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Situations

We sit and complain about the life that we live Always wanting something to go your way, always wanting someone to give Everything happens for a reason, but a reason that cannot be explained A reason that no one can fix, change, or a reason that cannot be tamed There's no point in fighting when the battle is already lost We are all living this life of emotion, but never knowing the permanent cost Life is just something we have to deal with, and work with it day by day Someone will always have a rebuttal; someone will always have something to say Ignore the over analyzing, for it is your life and live it the way you please Make the be

Passion by tranquil-sky, literature

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Passion

Why do I love you with so much passion? A passion that burns deep within my heart. Why do I care about you more then myself? Why do I want you so bad? This feeling is infumiating within my soul. So much power it possess me with. Having the power to tell me how to think and feel. These feelings over-whelming, I feel like I might choke. But then there are those times. The times when you don't even realize I exist. That is when my heart is torn. Torn in two. One if for the feelings I still have for you, and the other is for the feelings I wish I never had. When you say my name or just speak, my heart mends back together. As if be

Beauty by tranquil-sky, literature

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Beauty

Beauty lies within, sometimes hard to see. But if you look deep enough, you will find it in me. I may not be the prettiest, or the most gorgeous girls. But if you get to know me, my beauty will unfurl. All I'm doing is asking for a chance. For you to get to know me, so there could be romance. So please don't judge me by the way I look, just give me a chance and I promise you'll be hooked.

Little Girl by tranquil-sky, literature

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Little Girl

You keeped me locked up like a bird in a cage. I sometimes feel like a beached whale. helpless and fearful So much rage I keep deep inside, never letting what I feel show. But now I think it is time to let it out. Out of the dark and into the light in which i percieve everything. I don't understand why you always try to keep me a little girl. That little girl that used to do everything you asked. Well, this little girl has grown up and I am taking a different road. Not the road that leads to dolls and unicorns, But the road that leads to decisions and maturity. I don't want you walking that road with me, but instea

Angel Baby by tranquil-sky, literature

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Angel Baby

Your precense feels like an angel watching over me. The light of your love is all that I can see. I asked God for a miracle and he sent me you. Holding me in your heavinly sweet embrace is all you'll have to do. And when it rains it is from the angels' tears from up above, for they are all wishing that they had our miraculate love. When the sun shines brilliantly in the sky It's God smiling down on us, knowing he sent me the perfect guy. And when I look into your eyes I see heaven's gate's open wide Taking that golden road to your heart is what I will have to decide. But you hit me with such a powerful force I would not be able to

Second Attempt by tranquil-sky, literature

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Second Attempt

The knife comes closer to the girls neck She can't bring herself to do it. To much of a coward, and to less of a soldier. She's scared of the pain The Pain caused of the slashing of skin. But yet really hurts is the pain caused of a slashed heart. The girl sets down the knife She picks up the pills. The Second Attempt. Slower, but less painful. She opens the bottle pops 2-3-36 pills into her small mouth She then swallows. After an hour she feels her life run to the bottom of her feet... and she falls. She lies and thinks. Thinks about the purpose in which she is doing this for It was because of pain. Nothing like this phys

Eleven by tranquil-sky, literature

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Eleven

A young boy falls to his knees He sits He stairs... Stairs at the reflection of a young man No longer a boy, but instead the person stairing back at him When did this happen? Possibly because he say his mother perish or perhaps because his father abanded him possibly due to his brothers beating him Beating him till his face was died with the colors of black and purple And so he thinks ... It is not the fact that he has had three different homes in two months or because his ragid clothes come from a white plastic garbage bag He thinks once again ... He realizes these are not the reasons The reasons he grew from a boy to a youn

Destiny's Destination by tranquil-sky, literature

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Destiny's Destination

The cool drops of precipitation fall from the white and delicate clouds of the heavens A woman walks the streets on a cool evening Same routine...one after another Raindrops fall gently on the red silky hair and slither down to the tips Without an umbrella the woman proceeds Passing an old man she emties her change in to the ratteling tin can As she progresses the rain picks up and the weather gets harsher As if saying "Turn back, it's not worth it" Once again the woman moves on Not letting barriors stand in her way The way to her destination The destination she so urgently seeks to arrive at A cat crosses her path The woman does

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Forever You Say by painedlove, literature

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Forever You Say

Forever I will love you you say How can you say that? i ask You cannot see into forever So how can you possibly know Forever I will hold you you speak in desperation How can you do that? i wonder out loud You need your arms for other uses So that cannot be true Forever I will care for you and only you you tell me But how can that be so? i question You care also for the air you breathe and more So how can i be the only one Forever I will be yours you whisper How do you know? i speak After all, fo

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No Fate But Failure by tranquil-sky, literature

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No Fate But Failure

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Current Residence: Illinios
Favourite genre of music: Alternative and Rock
Skin of choice: Preferably my own
Personal Quote: Live up to your own standards...and if you can't meet those then you aren't trying hard enough

Favourite Movies

Fight Club

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Hoobastank/Smile Empty Soul/The Used

Favourite Writers

To many to name them all

Favourite Games

the good ol' board games

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tranquil-sky

Feb 12, 2005

Tis a sad sad week!!

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I'm saddened by news that I wish was not true!! The actor that plays Nepoleon Dynomite, Jon Heder, has died!!! He died (I think on wednesday or thursday) in a car accident!!!! I can't believe it!! I loved that movie and now there is absolutely no chance for a second one!! Life sucks...right when you get famous and people love your movie...you die.  It's a bitch.  Oh well...thought that was news worth posting!!  Tootles!! I love you all!!

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tranquil-sky

Jan 12, 2005

I'm Back...

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Yes, Yes...it has been a long time since I have submitted anything(whether it be a journal, poem, or photomanipulation).  I have been so incredibaly busy lately: with work, school, piano, friends, and now snowboarding.  But I am going to try my very hardest to keep updated with my postings and with my fellow deviants.  I am going to post a few poems today and try to start on some new manipulations. As for myself, I have been doing alright.  Better then I have been in the past.  Actually for about a month I was really down, possibly depressed.  All I would do is sit in my room and just stair at the wall, not wanting any social confrontation w

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tranquil-sky

Nov 13, 2004

Been a while...

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Wow...it has definatly been a while since I have updated...well...anything.  I have been so busy.  I have a few minutes hear and there to look at other deviant's work, but never time to actually submit any of my own or keep updated.  Life is going 10000 miles a minute right now and I can't keep up.  I have a few minutes right now, so I decided to write in my journal. I have written a lot, actually I have filled another book full of poetry and lyrics, but like I said before I don't have the time to type it out.  I need to have just one day where I don't do anything except submit my poetry and go and browse deviantART. Life...well it has been

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stellar-insight

Sep 14, 2005

Thanks for the

Nickole

, glad you liked it and thanks for commenting

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stellar-insight

Jul 3, 2005

This creeped me out when i first saw it, but hey look Nickole, its your long lost twin!

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She looks exactly like you in this shot.

dope756

Jun 6, 2005

is that not the funnyest thing you've ever seen! come on it's a guy sticking a fork in someones eye! who comes up w/ this stuff, cause their my idol. hehe -hope